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10th-May-2009 05:12 pm
Sherlock: The heart will burn
I went to see Star Trek today. And now the heritage of slash comes full circle, as I found I have written the original slash pairing. What can I say? The boys were SO, *SO* pretty.

Title: What I Say, When I Say Anything At All
Pairing: Kirk/Spock
Rating: Adult only (NC-17)
Notes: Inspired by the new movie, but containing vague plot-related spoilers
Summary: Faintly, somewhere in the background of his consciousness, Spock thought he should have better discipline than that. Unfortunately, discipline of any kind never seemed to apply when Jim was around.

“Do what feels right,” his older self had said.

And this felt right: his back pressed flush against the door of his quarters and Jim Kirk’s hand shoved down the front of his uniform pants.

“That’s it,” Jim muttered.

Spock was glad the room was dark, because he didn’t think he could bear to see the cocky, impetuous grin that was surely on Jim’s face. Spock clamped his hands on Jim’s shoulders and fought against the urge to buck up into Jim’s grip. This wasn’t a competition, and Spock knew it wasn’t logical to deny his arousal when the evidence of it was unmistakable, but he couldn’t help feeling that if he just stayed still, he would maintain the tactical advantage.

Jim bit him, at the skin just at the apex of his jaw, causing Spock to jerk. Faintly, somewhere in the background of his consciousness, he thought he should have better discipline than that. Unfortunately, discipline of any kind never seemed to apply when Jim was around.

“Will you relax for once?” Jim hissed. He bumped his hips forward, nudging the bulge in his pants against Spock’s confined erection. Jim’s hand pulled free of Spock’s pants, but only to start removing the offending garment.


At Spock’s abortive protest—-the first thing he’d said since the door had closed, shutting out the ship, the rest of the crew, and the world—-Jim froze. His mouth was centimeters away from Spock's: not kissing—-they never kissed—-but close enough to breathe the same air. When Spock said no more, Jim’s hands finished opening Spock’s pants, and his own. Before Spock could move, Jim had his own erection sliding against Spock’s, his splayed fingers pressing them together.

Spock let his head slide back against the immovable solidity of the door. In these moments, Jim was the same man he was on the bridge: confident, quick-moving, and undeniably talented. Spock hardly knew how to respond. But that never seemed to bother Jim.

“Stop holding your breath.” Jim chuckled: a sharp exhalation of breath against Spock’s neck. “This isn’t supposed to be painful.”

With irritation, Spock realized he had stopped breathing. No one but Jim had the ability to undermine Spock’s self-control that way. Even Uhura, with her soft hands and her warm voice, and her "What do you need?" didn’t bring Spock to the knife edge of desire like this.

Spock took a long, steady breath to center himself as Jim kept up his rough-handed stroking. Then Spock pushed off the wall, sending Jim tumbling onto his back, and landed none-too-gently atop him. Spock shoved a hand between them to squeeze himself and Jim together, reveling in the sharp exhalation of breath that signaled Jim’s pleasure. It was satisfying to take the ever-ready Jim off his guard for once.

It didn’t take long for Jim to recover, however. “Faster,” he demanded, and thrust his hips up against Spock.

“Patience,” Spock said. He tightened his grip, prompting Jim to still. Spock began to move the hand that encircled them both, firmly but slowly, reveling in the slide of Jim’s flesh against his, and Jim’s ragged breath against his cheek. He wondered how long he could keep up this infuriating pace before Jim would rebel.

Apparently less than a minute. Jim pushed up off the floor, and Spock allowed himself to be shoved onto his back. Jim straddled him and grabbed both their erections, stroking them together at a furious pace.

Spock almost wished now that the lights were on so that he could see the triumphant light that gleamed in Jim’s eyes when victory was in sight. He settled for closing his eyes and imagining the expression on Jim’s face as he worked them both in tandem.

Jim went first—-his warm come slicking his hand and adding a wet edge to the slapping sound of flesh on flesh. Spock dug his fingers into Jim’s thighs and followed after with a violent exhalation of breath that was almost a name, almost a syllable that would have given away too much, but not quite.

Jim’s hand slowed to a stop, and he flopped forward onto Spock’s chest. Spock grunted in displeasure. The mess they’d made was rapidly cooling on their clothes and skin, and he knew from experience that Jim could easily fall asleep after their exertions with no regard for hygiene.

“Computer, lights,” Spock called. He expected to see Jim collapsed insensible and careless, possibly drooling. Instead, when the lights came up, Jim had his head propped in his hands atop Spock's chest, watching him with interest.

“What did you say?” he asked.

Spock raised an eyebrow questioningly.

“At the end there,” Jim elaborated. “You said something.”

“I do not recall,” Spock said. It wasn’t exactly a lie. He couldn’t know for sure what had slipped out while his guard was down.

“Okay.” Jim pushed himself to his feet and extended a hand to Spock. “Come on.”

Spock took the offered hand and allowed himself to be helped up. “Jim,” he said softly.

Jim nodded, and a smile played at the corners of his mouth. “That’s what I thought,” he said.
10th-May-2009 10:36 pm (UTC)
Aww, that's lovely! I went to see Star Trek on Saturday night and thoroughly enjoyed it :)
10th-May-2009 11:00 pm (UTC)
Heehee. Thanks! This is the first time I've been to the cinema in a while, but I just had to see this on the big screen.
10th-May-2009 10:45 pm (UTC)
Aw, that's so sweet! I can't believe I am reading fucking Kirk/Spock LOL I feel like I have time travelled back to 1967
10th-May-2009 11:01 pm (UTC)
I know?! The time warp feeling is crazy! I have to be careful not to picture William Shatner and Leonard Nimoy in my head... Because no. But seriously, I feel so... historical now that slash is coming back to the original slash pairing!
10th-May-2009 11:39 pm (UTC)
It has been a long fucking time since I've read Kirk/Spock fic.

This? Was like coming home, kind of. xD So delicious, and really very spot on. ♥
11th-May-2009 02:18 pm (UTC)
Heehee. I never read the TOS stuff... Mostly because in my head William Shatner and Leonard Nimoy were just... not particularly sexy. But Zachary Quinto and Chris Pine? Obviously sexy. I'm glad you liked!
11th-May-2009 01:22 am (UTC)
I loved this! I've been into Star Trek forever but was to geeeky (not geeky enough?) to admit it. But screw it, Kirk/Spock is the original OTP!

Please write more of them, I'm begging you. *begs* You have them both pegged so well!

11th-May-2009 03:26 am (UTC)
Omg, LOVE your icon. Did you make it? Is it gankable?
11th-May-2009 03:27 am (UTC)
I loved this! It's nice to read K/S with the new guys - our OTP needed a breath of fresh air!
11th-May-2009 03:24 pm (UTC)
It's so strange to start writing in a new fandom which is actually the original fandom of all time, y'know? And of course, it doesn't hurt that the new guys are hot. Thanks for reading!
11th-May-2009 05:20 am (UTC)
I am, admittedly, not at all a Star Trek fan, just of the new movie, and this is FANTASTIC. You have them both down pat, and I want to see moreeee! So hot, too.
11th-May-2009 03:25 pm (UTC)
I never watched much of TOS, but I really enjoyed the new movie more than I thought I would. I'm so glad you enjoyed this, and that the characters seemed right. It's a little intimidating delving into the history-rich world of K/S! Thanks for reading and commenting.
11th-May-2009 05:24 am (UTC)
Guuuuuuuuh. I loved this! So fucking hot.

I've been reading TOS Kirk/Spock fanfic for a while now, and I'm so excited for what the new movie will bring. This is a perfect example. It was hot, full of passion, and heart-warming as well. I'd love to read more!
11th-May-2009 03:43 pm (UTC)
Thanks muchly! I haven't ever read TOS Kirk/Spock (until this weekend), but I love that there's such a rich history between this pairing. I do hope that others love and are inspired by the new movie. So I'm glad you enjoyed this!
11th-May-2009 05:58 am (UTC)

Hot AND Cute.
11th-May-2009 03:43 pm (UTC)
Heehee. Thanks so much!
11th-May-2009 06:41 am (UTC)
Holy crap. O_o I never thought myself to be one who would be reading Kirk/Spock but, slkjd;ka. The movie was awesome and sososo pretty, and it's forcing me to rethink previous opinions.

This fic, though? Wins so hardcore. ♥
11th-May-2009 03:44 pm (UTC)
I, too, knew of the existence and history of K/S, but was never really into it... But the new movie rocked my world, so how could I not take the pairing out for a spin and see what it could do? Thanks for reading!
11th-May-2009 06:58 am (UTC)
Oh man, this is hot. This is great! :)

I never in a million years thought I'd be reading Kirk/Spock. I was tempted once to write Kirk/McCoy many years ago, but never Kirk/Spock. And now, after watching the new movie, GAH.
11th-May-2009 03:45 pm (UTC)
Amen to that. If you'd told me last year that I would be writing K/S now, I would have laughed. Uproariously. Not laughing now. Because... well... LOOK at them! Thanks for reading!
11th-May-2009 08:08 am (UTC)
Instead, when the lights came up, Jim had his head propped in his hands atop Spock's chest, watching him with interest.
I can't even express how much I love you for that scene :3

Reading Kirk/Spock again is so weird! Like the internet decided to take a trip back a few decades, lol. But the new film is too fabulous and the new cast just too delicious not too...;)
11th-May-2009 03:46 pm (UTC)
It IS a crazy AU time warp trip, that's for sure... But the new movie is a great excuse to revisit this pairing. I'm glad you liked that bit. Jim totally has a soft side!
11th-May-2009 05:53 pm (UTC)
this was so hot!!

I have just recently started watching TOS but I loved the film so much and Kirk and Spock were so sexy and had so much chemistry together!!

I think you captured the characters amazingly!!Awesome fic!!

11th-May-2009 09:57 pm (UTC)
I second your assessment of the chemistry factor! They just work so well together. And I'm glad they worked for her here. Thanks for reading and commenting!
11th-May-2009 06:08 pm (UTC)
Oh, yes, very nice! Loved Spock trying to maintain control, and surprising Jim. *g*
11th-May-2009 09:58 pm (UTC)
Heh heh. Spock can be unpredictable upon occasion! But for the most part, I think he prefers being in control... Hard to manage with James T. Kirk on the scene! Thanks for reading :D
11th-May-2009 06:13 pm (UTC)

God, this is why I wanted this movie. Unlike a lot of people to comment so far, I have been around the fandom a while, and I did ship the TOS boys, but Jesus, I'm so glad there's new people and fic so we can get something like this.

11th-May-2009 09:59 pm (UTC)
Heehee. Glad to see one of the old guard around. I salute you! No, seriously, I'm so excited (and a little nervous) to be mucking about in a fandom with such an illustrious history. But yes, the movie has certainly breathed new life into my interest in these characters. Thanks for reading!
11th-May-2009 06:37 pm (UTC)

Hot hot hot!! (And romantic! :D)

I hope you write more K/S! :D
11th-May-2009 10:00 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much! This is a nice change from my usual angst-heavy stuff, so I'm glad it worked. And I think I may want to watch the movie again... and then write more porn...
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